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Name: Carter "Chester
Birthday: 7/23/1988
Gender: Male


Interests: music, alcoholics anonymous, spirituality
Expertise: being like "im an expert. dont stay mad, let some time pass. in the mourning you'll wake feeling new."


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Member Since: 3/23/2004

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Saturday, April 15, 2006

xanga is my only friend. it touches me where my bathing suit covers. interpretation-fuck xanga. when im wallowing in self pity, i like to drag other people down with me. but when im too depressed to say it out loud, i sink down to the level of putting it down on a website so everyone can wallow with me.  yay time? no. no yay time.


Tuesday, August 02, 2005

my summer has been getting better. instead of focusing on what sucks im gonna focus on all the things i have going for me, and make the most of them.
a friend once told me "dont let the times, destroy the minds"
being a juggernaut i need to keep this in mind, and stay aware of my safty

not knowing what you are, where you are, you have no sense of reality. i kept falling through "pergatory"-like rooms. baby blue rooms actually. as i fell onto my stomach onto one of the rooms, i was dragged by my feet off to another dimention (sp?) scratching at the floor looking for something to grab onto, i found something. it saved me.

-theres so much more to this, i wish i could say more, know more, understand. balls


Saturday, July 30, 2005

this summer is by far the worst summer yet. something about it, i hate. either the lack of friends, fun, or energy has got me down. its turning out to be quite a beatiful summer weatherwise, too bad im never outside... 


Saturday, June 25, 2005

today me and phillip were running away from a furocious yellow long-coated mountain craz.

ive been going to the beach alot...
VRT
(noise)
i need to utilize my time wiser
i like puppies. i love scramptins

if you try to run the monster will eat you
 if you look them in the eyes, your parents will beat you
bears are the portal between now and then
ill find me here from finland-land

little boys are hung with pride
asian gangsters from italy make pizza supporting families of eleven

-Craz Le' San Juan(.carter)

 


Tuesday, June 21, 2005

im home-
its good to be home
i have changed
for the better



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